Joy FREEstyle

It's almost been 23 laps around the sun Got 2 new pairs of ones And 3 pairs of jeans There's no one true religion Still not sure how But the other day I spoke in tongues I google translated and I briefly conversated with Allah And then I achieved enlightenment For that I thank Buddah But last night man I almost didn't make it I was in the car shaking And then I called out to the most high Lately I just been so tired But I'm locked in and I'm hardwired The house asleep But I'm up Trynna make them daydreams my real life reality Used to be micromanaged Now I oversee Eyes strained My voice sore But it's late nights And open mics Until we oversees I used to think That the woe was me But now I keep the light with me I keep the vibe with me I keep the moved discreet I got these two boujee best friends That look like twins They want me to spend All my time and coins with them The thought was really tempting But I need more time alone to look within And find that balance between the zen and the Kaizen And the balance between the losses and the wins There's so grey between the right and wrong It just really all depends And I looked her dead in the eye And said I wasn't lying You won't see me getting caught up Like Zion I hope I find the joy of my life Like Lauryn did with Zion That's two different Zion's I hope we dead the issue And let bygones by bygones And the Joy of my Life Is in Monkey see Monkey do Keep a small crew But I tapped in With some girls that I stopped fucking with Just to see if something was new And nothing was new Can you tell me some things I ain't already knew? Can you tell me the best path I probably should choose? Can you tell the best way to stop from being blue? Can you tell how to keep my focus from getting loose?