My Life Is A Mess

Yeah my life is a mess Chain smoking cigarettes Feel the pain in my chest I just wanna fucking rest Yeah my life is a mess Chain smoking cigarettes Feel the pain in my chest I just wanna fucking rest Yeah my life is a mess when i'm not by you Yeah my life is a mess and i don't try to Losing control and i'm in denial Falling apart and i'm suicidal I don't know where i'm going or what i'm doing with my life I don't even like myself so i contemplate utilizing the knife I just really feel so alone and lost I just really feel like i'm trash and i need to be tossed Yeah my life is a mess Chain smoking cigarettes Feel the pain in my chest I just wanna fucking rest Yeah my life is a mess Chain smoking cigarettes Feel the pain in my chest I just wanna fucking rest