All of You

Learning to cope again Through the Fence Felt natural had no need to impress Lifes a test Spent more time in the grass I'm focused on my past When my future looks so much greener I'll smoke my reefer Okay I'm present But I seemed to mix up the message Lost in the drugs and all of my blessings Second guessing My direction Staring at a crescent The sky is dark and I accept it But I won't deflect it I'm burdened Earnings only came cause of fear I don't know if I'm in the clear So I lean on that And hope that it comes to pass Anxiety overlaps Collision of worlds and both can collapse Safe is oxymoron Life ends I'm not a moron So I grind until I belong I meet many faces who feel my songs People are hard to impress beyond belief I'm B-Zeik And its nice to meet All of you All of you All of you All of you Lost my virtues Someone hurt you Change is good Misunderstood Definition of a kid Missing extra in a flick Add a bit of straw till it gives Bag full of merch that sits Shit Now we have to find some cash Incomes that last But every corner is a dead end And every morning I'm at it again What stumps me is I'm addicted to pretend Another prop on a stage Another nameless fucking face Its why my brand drips Helps me get them off my fucking case With experts staring at new designs Rattle my brain while I expand my mind Took too many drugs Man this sucks I feel stuck I'm down on luck I'm suppose to feel like a king But sometimes I don't even want to sing Cant give my dad shit for wanting his hit As a kid always had Saturday flicks Watching Scooby-Doo I never imagined what I could do I never imagined I'd be here with all of you All of you All of you All of you Tracing the sky with fire Goals make me tired The sobriety has got me all out of whack How am I suppose to react (Gonna tell me?) If you found out everything was a lie Pulling back the curtains writing words on the fly Tugging on my soul strangers asking are you fine Heard the news wanted to hear if you were alive Everyone acts like they have all the answers Never been shot at need to mind your manners Do what you know best do exotic dancers Nose out my business with these Ned Flanders Pander to a new audience Hand her a ring and a new audi whip Put the record on loud and hope it don't skip Close my eyes tight step off into the abyss