It's safe to say that I'm a mess

I would be lying if I said that I'm alright And these songs are my only way to fight Tell me how can I change the past Because everything happened so fast I've been spending nights thinking about what could have been And how lusting for you was such a sin But when I said that I can not be your friend I couldn't fall asleep knowing it's the end You never became someone i know Lame copy of me is what you now hold I guess it's safe to say that I'm a mess But now I know that more is less Wait do I even know how to love? Is something I loathe what I become It doesn't matter any way Your heart was never a place to stay I would drink myself to death but I don't drink anymore So I guess everything I feel from now on I will just ignore I would be lying if I said that now I'm alright And these songs are my only way to fight Tell me how can I change the past Because everything happened so fast I've been spending nights thinking about what could have been And how lusting for you was such a sin But when I said that I can not be your friend I couldn't fall asleep knowing it's the end You never became no one i know Lame copy of me is what you now hold I guess it's safe to say that I'm a mess But now I know that more is less Wait do I even know how to love? Is something I loathe what I become It doesn't matter any way Your heart was never a place to stay I would drink myself to death but I don't do that anymore So I guess everything I feel from now on I will just ignore I would be lying if I said that now I'm alright And these songs are my only way to fight Tell me how can I change the past Because everything happened so fast