Drunk Off Sangria Soda

I put tape on my mouth I just stopped breathing My body and and my soul had me leaving I despise myself that's why you'll see my hands flipping I threw the remote at my fucking tv But it's fine cause I can't see the screen There nothing to show and nothing to be seen Slamming doors Moping floors Break the stash Instant bash This isn't the way I wanted it to go I just became my own worst foe I can't even get to the second row Can I do this? No that's lame You can't even do that? What a shame Everything we do just feels the same For crying out loud There is no sound Holes in walls Pop the balls shards of glass Can't bypass