Last Goodbye

I feel like saying my final goodbye But I'm at that point where I can't try I feel I'm out of words So silent that I can hear all the birds Trying my hardest everyday It's beginning to feel like a big play Run by all my feelings The ones that sound meaningless But come back to haunt me They just won't let me be Feeling like I was put at stage front Feeling overwhelmed and anxious, my mind thinking like a stunt One that can only end bad One that results in everyone I know as sad Some people think it's a good thing to do Those people don't know what they are getting themselves into People should never say their last goodbye Live your life like its the last put by Make it all enjoyable Make it feel like it was unavoidable Just know that people care People are there for you, you might just not know where Most people think I'm insane but that's a though I have in my brain A thought I keep to myself And everyone else to themselves I can't say my last goodbye Though it feels like I should, but I'm giving it one last try Thank you for all your help in the past But I'm not recovering as fast Breathing in. Breathing out I am without a doubt, about to finish throughout I'm a little teapot, short and stout Here is my handle here is my spout When you tip me over, my brains fall out All on the carpet and on the walls I feel so empty within these halls I feel like saying my final goodbye But I'm at that point where I can't try I feel I'm out of words So silent that I can hear all the birds Trying my hardest everyday It's beginning to feel like a big play Run by all my feelings The ones that sound meaningless But come back to haunt me They just won't let me be