Light It Up (feat. appalled)

Light it up like the blunt I wish I be hitting her from the front Been feeling pretty lonely lately But the only person I can blame is me Gunna go grab a drink to take the pain away I just wish they could stay Alcohol is cool But have you ever had someone care about you? Me neither pass the bottle Been keeping all the screaming in But I cant keep the thing within The thing making me feel this way The thing wanting me to pass away The thing boiling inside me The thing lighting up all the debris The debris of what's left of me The pain, my soul, I no longer foresee I don't know how I can see See the future ahead of me See through the tunnel vision Thinking that it is my conclusion Wanting to be free But I guess that's the end of me Just a second, wait a minute I might try to let it out No forgiveness, this is different All these demons in my house Just be quiet, I might try it But my head is full of doubt When I dream, it's not just me I'm not the king who wears the crown I'm only human, not a perfect man Making mistakes, but still making grands Life's not fair, so let me expand I should know perfectly But personally This is new to me Peoples minds saying there's a possibility Of being free But mines telling me there's no guarantee