Dusk

Hard to recognize when I can't be the one Try to find the light but I can't see the sun Focused on the prize sometimes I miss the gun Struggle in my eyes can see I get it done Never worry on the outside inside its flurries Cold like Pittsburgh disturbed and discouraged I hurry to fix up mind in a mix up Twist up exhale get mine keep my distance I distrust easy breeze can't near me Whispers in my ear bout friends I miss dearly Clearly it's fear but damn I'm so weary Fighting back tears hoping ya'll hear me Surrounded by mirrors I'm tryna break free Reflection get clearer it's weird cause I can't make me out from what they to made me Tryna break me Seems like I'm living my life like it's in HD Paradise can't lay on my back I feel a pair ah knives Marathon goals I'm on the run like I'm a pair ah nikes Grinding for these blessings till they come They don't appear in life Down to pay the fee till I'm on top I don't got fear of heights Naw I don't got fear of heights Naw I don't got fear of heights