Urge

Slippin on this lonely road 4 am alone I'd rather burn and roam Burning road trying not to lose my soul Airplane mode trying not to lose my zone Try my phone I'm not around In the clouds tryna figure out ain't coming down Lost hope then I lost my smile lost child Treading water but I'd rather drown It's been a while since I felt happiness around If you find me layed out it ain't a two eleven Took two to the head not a few excedrin Thought I would live forever but can't be perceptive Cause this life that I'm living ain't worth the investment Couple demons in my section gotta keep em by me For protection cause my ghost look to do me slimey Memories of good times I remember bliss I reminisce take a dose then I take a trip Take a double dose Eyes roll back tryna find some hope Here we go I Take a double dose Eyes roll back tryna find some hope Here we go I Take a double dose Eyes roll back tryna find some hope Here we go I Take a double dose Take a double dose Here we go Somedays eyes open up to sunrays Thinking how bad could it be Then I get to running back the days When I wasn't making plays Same dream since a nigga 17 What da f*ck do you mean let it go I was holding on to hope Left me dangling in the air Then somebody cut the rope So let em' know I'm coming back for action Thought I was trapped but I was planning Four walls I've been scratching Taking nothing less than satisfaction Mind active no relaxing Deep diving for the casket Pull myself up out the madness Cause the shit I felt was tragic Said I'd stop but I relapse I get closer to my demons Cause I struggle with the facts so I Take a double dose Eyes roll back tryna find some hope Here we go I Take a double dose Eyes roll back tryna find some hope Here we go I Take a double dose Eyes roll back tryna find some hope Here we go I Take a double dose Take a double dose Here we go