By My Side

I Never really ever feel alive Always runnin' circles on my mind Sick and fuckin' tired of tellin lies Say why I gotta think about you all the time? Hate that you're not mine I need you by my side F*ck the chit chat I wanna hit that I know your ex be with the riff raff I'll blow his shit back If he gon' run up hear the click clack I'll smoke his shit pack Then give you dick and grab your hip tat Lil' mama sit back I don't need another bitch to come and use me for the money That shit was really kind of funny She was deep inside my bank while I was deep up in her tummy But her brother was a dummy Took his shit his nose was runny I got demons tryna follow in my footsteps that's shadows Why is every bitch the same? So shallow Wishin' Cupid never shot me with that arrow Why is every path you take in life so damn narrow? Why, why? Gotta scream it to the sky Why you put me in a life where it don't matter if you try? Why, why, Did it never cross your mind? That while some of us are livin' all the others wanna die I Never really ever feel alive Always runnin' circles on my mind Sick and fuckin' tired of tellin lies Say why I gotta think about you all the time? Hate that you're not mine I need you by my side Well I really thought You and me Ride or die Meant to be No "the rest is history" Now it's only memories Thought of you was heavenly Don't know what you meant to me This shit really get to me But you know I had to leave Yeah I'll miss the texts on my phone And I'll miss the sex by the road Gimme kiss your next one won't know I know you'll miss my hand on your throat But come on baby please I can't be stayin' see I got a lot of things I gotta go and do without a leech I don't mean to hurt your feelings But that's how it's appearing If you sayin' what I'm hearing I must be disappearing Why, why? Gotta scream it to the sky Why you put me in a life where it don't matter if you try? Why, why Did it never cross your mind? That while some of us are livin' all the others wanna die I Never really ever feel alive Always runnin' circles on my mind Sick and fuckin' tired of tellin lies Say why, I gotta think about you all the time? Hate that you're not mine I need you by my side