Picking Favorites

Feel like I'm useless I'm only wanted at a certain time F*ck all your excuses My only use is to write rhymes My confidence boosted But you shut me down all the damn time I know that I'm losing At least I never tell a damn lie Picking favorites now are we You don't even think about me f*ck "I'm sorry" F*ck all your apologies You know it bothered me You wanna slaughter me Don't understand but my pain is too far to see But you don't even see it I'm struggling hard it could be it That I never gave up on you But you gave up on me Shut down my feelings And all it could be I feel like I'm useless I'm only wanted at a certain time F*ck all your excuses My only use is to write rhymes My confidence boosted But you shut me down all the damn time I know that I'm losing At least I never tell a damn lie Never telling lies I don't know why you got to despise F*ck all this pain gone make me cry Smoke it away like I'm gone die Smoking on that sad pack All up in my backpack Don't know when I'm ever gonna make a fuckin comeback Its a rough draft its a rough track I don't rly care I'm always chosen last And I Feel like I'm useless Always chosen last People are ruthless Telling me I cannot do this I flip them off and say screw this Cause people change Look at me years ago I was deranged Slight little mishap I'm popping my veins And bitch I was not playing not playin no game Maybe that's why your Picking favorites now are we You don't even think about me f*ck "I'm sorry" F*ck all your apologies You know it bothered me You wanna slaughter me Don't understand but my pain is too far to see But you don't even see it I'm struggling hard it could be it That I never gave up on you But you gave up on me Shut down my feelings And all it could be Your lies shines thru the seems It seems to me that you wanna be free But I've never held you captive But you don't know cuz that's never been me You never been active When I suggest things, you wanna say I'm mean You know I'm distracted But the best things, they always wanna leave