Since 2005 (Intro)

The early teens are years of upheaval and turmoil Their years in physical and glandular change New and wider relationships with people And new inner feelings in the early adolescent Parents of almost every child find puberty or early adolescence full of problems As one cycle passes again, I stand on the hilltop As the dark blinds my sight, as the light shows me I'm back again at the same place where I once was Maybe I'm a little bit further down than last time But I still recognize my handprints on those rocks Yet all of those cycles wasted to climb again are reduced to a fall One fall that I again never saw coming, but I've always expected I've always been scared to fall down The thought of me falling down has always haunted me since I heard about it I'm always trying to suppress that fear Otherwise that fear will overshadow my overall goal to reach the top again Or what feels like the top I'll never know how long it'll take But I know that I will make it back up again I also hope to know why my next slip happens to know So I don't slip again next time But if I end up falling, know that I climbed with you So far, I've watched you climb and I've seen you slip But I hope to not watch you fall Even though I've been here before, I hope to not fall down to the ground I know that if I do, I'd leave memories, dreams and climbers Especially you All I know now is that I'll be back up there in another cycle Even though I know that in another cycle, I'll slip once again Or so, what I tell myself Since 2005, I've been wearing my crown You weren't born no ruler, just a jester, a clown They be liking my lyrics but always telling me to dumb it down I'll dumb you down to a moron next time you try push me down Cause I've been on top of this How could I dismiss This power, I can't resist My gun is my fist This music is therapeutic I'll twist you round like a rubix Refusing to be too sick I might catch a cold cause of the way I spit Spit at you, no god can bless you I cannot be pleased, I might be deceased Cause you're a disease, making me go achoo at you No sir, thank you I'm good enough to be true This whole rap game must be new to you Cause I don't need no feature Mama said, I need a preacher I said I'm no believer I'll teach you the procedure on how to have a seizure on the track without a feature Start sleeping bitch, cause you're a dreamer While my dream is to conquer the industry I wanna be an inspiration I wanna be on billboards all around the city I want my voice to be a mentality I want my rhymes to be literacy I wanna build my legacy My legs can see the road overhead Could I be dead by 25 or am I just over my head? Better done than said I need some bread to start off I need my mind to drop off You test your lyrics Like bad WiFi, you're like "on, off" While I've been there, when you compare I'm seeing you all stare, no rapper will be spared When I tick off, whenever I lose my temper You may think that I've been like this since September, remember I'm just a young mind, going through old grinds Staying unsigned, trying to remind If you become blind to the gold price You'll stay assigned to get signed I'll tie ties, strong bonds like a strap on Sing baritone, you can't carry a tone Throw me the funny bone I was cast upon as a castaway I'll make sure to make my lyrics your suicide note as you pass away I'll make sure to resonate like a G sharp I'll always try to rise whenever you drop Call me dominant because I'm always on top I'm making essays, I'll keep on writing nonstop I'm making history, I make art as an MC You can do the math when you find yourself below me We don't got chemistry, you won't get a feature from me You may think your hot, but you're not up on my degree People get so psychical It always seems to typical That every time you hit me up You think I'm a lyrical miracle While true, I rhyme here and there too Really I'm just corny, let me show who you're listening to Okay Since 2005, I've been self made, self taught That one gifted kid that's now feeling so lost Grew up around music ever since I thought My mom and dad, they were so glad to hear what I brought I found music as a way to escape my reality The pen and pad is my way to leave a mentality Over time I'd find a piece of peace with morality I may sound like K.Dot but I only have duality Let's try to balance this shit out, like a Libra Don't get scared, I'm a bro, just like amnesia Behind the lyrics, a guy dreaming of arenas Let's recap with no cap, let me speak up In 2016 found Garageband, gave it a test Made remixes, though it wasn't the best 3 Years later, "Tellus", a weight of my chest I started writing lyrics and... well, you know the rest The knowledge that these difficulties are normal and usually only temporary Helps to stern family friction into more constructive channels It looks something like this