Dirty 'n' Damaged

I want to find you Feel you around This can't continue You won't be found It's going nowhere It will not count I sit in silence And hear the sounds Dumped in a cage And I can't get out Full of rage But I mostly pout Lots of time In here it's my enemy My brain did wrong This is the penalty I'm not really here This is a dream Surely things Aren't how they seem Think I'm in a coma While the world is ending C.O.s and inmates Are all pretending Delusions are fading And I can't deny it There's no escape So I should not try it Sniffle and cry And punch concrete Though I hate to do it I accept defeat I want to find you Feel you around This can't continue You won't be found It's going nowhere It will not count I sit in silence And hear the sounds Gravely disabled My paperwork says Don't know what that means Guess I'll go to bed Feels like everyone's Forgot about me Everyday's forever I'll never be free Time in the box Is twenty three hours An hour a day For calls and showers We can go outside But we see no plants Saved a sandwich Now there's ants One bunkie had lots of stories to tell Said they kicked a penguin And it fell Other cellmates were not so nice I made them mad With my tears when I cried Then I got transferred Less security My brain's more clear No more conspiracies Now I wear stripes And I get more space Not the same as freedom But I get a taste Got court in five days I wanna go home But where will that be? I'm all alone Guess I'll be homeless but It could be worse I hate my life and I feel like I'm cursed Finally I'm out four months felt like years Thought I'd feel happy but here come the tears Living in a group home with many rules Life still sucks and I feel like a fool