Dear Suicide,

It's all in my head I'm stuck in my bed You left me on read I'm already dead F*ck I ate all the sedatives Under my bed I've been keeping them hid For the day that I had Enough I've had enough of this shit All this pain that I have When I finally split My own sick brain in half With a knife I could slit Or through the brain with a mag But I know I can't slip Because I'm paving a path Dear Suicide You've been here the whole time My ride or die And everything I despise Do I have your attention Cause I forgot to mention This pain and this tension that I have been nesting Is what I'm investing into your impression Of what keeps me from resting And the fact that you always come back from the next things The only thing keeping me up it's depressing Just knowing I'm never enough or the best thing To happen for anyone else is a festering Thought in my head that I keep on suppressing But the darker it gets the better I'm getting Dear Suicide You've been here the whole time My ride or die And everything I despise Dear Suicide I've had enough of your lies I'm out of time And I can't fix my life I'm over it I fucking quit I've finally had enough of it These games I play to get through the day Keep me up all night and shit I'm broken beaten bruised and burned From all these fucking scars I've earned I guess you could say that I never learned Cause I'm still writing out this verse Dear Suicide You've been here the whole time My ride or die And everything I despise Dear Suicide I've had enough of your lies I'm out of time And I can't fix my life