dream girl

I met a girl last night The most beautiful I've ever seen With the long brown hair And a stare that cares Suddenly I had everything But then I woke up No one died, we weren't broke up Still felt like I lost her The memories I tried to foster Are all gone now I was loving a girl That didn't exist Tried holding the picture Inside of my fist The cuts on my wrist They covered the picture And somehow I liked it more An image of you appeared in my mind the very same place where i always find you I'm sorry I lied to you Man I fucking liked you But I had to f*ck it up Cause the judgement just got too much Thought I'd wake up with you my bed Cause you fell asleep in my head I was standing in the middle of our home By the open window The curtains were covering my face Through the fabric I saw a glimpse of you I wanted to speak to you but I was only inside your head