MAKE UPS

Heart break and and break ups Seem to run the playlist in my mind I know we wont make up But I seem to think about it all the time I dont wanna take one but to deal with this pain I need to be high I know one day ill call my mama up and tell her ill be alright Sadness depression was clouding my mind Clouding my mind I couldn't fix no matter how hard that i tried I still feel like that I live a disguise I come to find I've felt this way since I just was a child Been through these trials Lived in denial It's been a while since You gave me my final chance Look at the time advanced You said you love me girl not again Last time we did this I lost my friends You want me happy than ill pretend Lately I feel like I'm off my head Tell you what mama said Give you're all to a queen but Dont waste it on a bitch Taught me so much and it all will stick Been by my side when I fall in this Pit that just feels like its bottomless Yeah she mama and did everything a father can Heart break and and break ups Seem to run the playlist in my mind My mind my mind I know we wont make up But i seem to think about it all the time The time the time I dont wanna take one but to deal with this pain I need to be high Be high be high I know one day ill call my mama up and tell her ill be alright Na na na nananana na na nanana Heart aches to Heart breaks to break downs Break downs Demons can swim dont you break now Break now God damn it girl you know that I just hate how You dictate my life just by being so fake now I shot my shot and your conscious said stay down I wanted love but you wanted to play round I remember meeting you on the playground Then you switched up why you been being vague now I should've took their warnings real and just stayed out You took my soul and have my heart in a cage now