Regretful Suicide

Close your eyes, and rest your head, Soon enough you will be dead, Wake back up, fantasize, My regrets of suicide. Day by day, it doesn't end, I see myself at the end, My mother, she cried, she died inside, This is my regretful suicide. When I woke, a cold sweat, A twisted dream I can't forget, The pain, the tears, the endless night, A shadowed ghost, no guiding light. I begged for life, I begged for time, To turn around, reverse the crime, But all I felt was empty space, No solace found in this dark place. In the dream, I walked alone, In a world I'd never known, Regret my only company, A hollow, haunting symphony. My mothers voice echoed in the wind, A sorrow that would never mend, I saw the life I threw away, The price I paid, too much to say. When I woke, a cold sweat, A twisted dream I can't forget, The pain, the tears, the endless night, A shadowed ghost, no guiding light. I begged for life, I begged for time, To turn around, reverse the crime, But all I felt was empty space, No solace found in this dark place. But as the morning light broke through, I realized what I had to do, To cherish life, to hold it near, To face my demons, not my fear. So I wake up, I see the dawn, The ghost is gone, the nightmare's gone, I'll live my life, I'll fight, I'll try, And never let that dream pass by.