Winter Break

It's been about a year Since you came here To spend our winter break Together You were supposed to see me on your birthday Which also happened To be Valentine's day And to be fairly honest It's kinda hard to forget With this gift that I got you I wanted to somehow prove to you That I've changed After slowly convincing myself That I am Somewhat stronger And that I am Capable of acting In spite of everything that's in my heart I wanted to hurt you Just a little bit But you didn't care And when your train finally came We went to your small hotel room That you had to share And we fell in love All over again And now That I've completely submerged myself In cold nothingness I really can tell that this was the best thing that I've ever felt I remember running to my boarding house Through the old town With faint lights Reflected on the wet ground It didn't snow Just like now As I dragged my feet across the ground On our last day Together I remember thinking It might be over soon (It might be over soon) No It was certain I was sure After dismissing multiple phone calls From my mother We finally melted Together And I couldn't tell that I would break your heart a couple of months from now Because when you sleep on the moon you can't really tell that it's full