Black Mirror

I'm staring in the mirror let me paint that picture With this music take the pen and then I write my scripture Didn't like what's staring back so I whipped up a mixture Of new me and new dreams now the old me is my victim I lost friend's I never found them they must of went missing It's for the best I found myself in the process not dissing I got told that getting older was hard didn't listen F*ck I should of listened reminiscing on some old days It's truly scary how this shit changed Went from playing toy's and kid's games to wanting chain's and flick blade's People turned on me and switched way's Got stabbed in the back slick ways they switch up like they're switch blade's Used to watch Lightning McQueen to robbed car's in a police chase, be careful who you trust on a big scale You could turn your back and get hit with a bat man so I got to stay sharp like I'm Bruce Wayne I grew up too fast for this world Because I didn't have a choice Clock's tick too quick never taking my eye's off the time Time's change and I'm looking back never Reflect on the past it's no better Got me scared for the future Black Mirror I miss the day's when I just felt no pressure I miss the day's of innocence that shit is lost forever Now I'm trying to get my shit together Park swings to mood swings and we're sliding whenever Look I still remember my uncle introduced me to rap Instantly loved it started writing and never looked back He thought me life and thought me how to live life as a man He was my hero just without a big cape and a mask I'll never forget that day that he left I seen the casket close on him and I lost all my breath I turned cold And shit I haven't been the same since I haven't been the same since I'm sick of funeral's I'm sick of thinking of death I miss my youth and how we played in the grass Now there's bro's smoking grass just to let time descend I grew up too fast for this world Because I didn't have a choice Clock's tick too quick never taking my eye's off the time Time's change and I'm looking back never Reflect on the past it's no better Got me scared for the future Black Mirror