If You Wanted To

You can look me in the eyes tell me that we were Made for each other Then soon enough I’m a name on your List of ex-lovers Doesn’t matter what you say Doesn’t matter what you do Cause I’m still hauling ass chasing after you We should be kissing, cuddling, and holding hands But now you have the upper Doesn’t matter if I’m losing my mind Just as long as you think everything’s fine What I need you’re just not giving But you’re here so I guess that this is living Take me out one on one quality time Is that too much Baby you can decide I could start the day waking up to you If you wanted to We could take a walk and discuss our feelings Or bring your friends I’m okay fifth wheeling We could make some plans that’ll fall right through If you wanted to You could waste my time cause I’m letting you If you wanted to You say you can’t wait for the day when We’re always together Based on how it’s going now I’ll set a Reminder for never When you always make me laugh When you kiss me on my lips Doesn’t make up for the emptiness I’m not complaining I’m just saying there are games that you keep playing I think we can do better Doesn’t matter that I’m losing my mind I won’t tell you because everything’s fine You don’t have to go it alone I’ll stay on my end of the phone Trying hard making sure that this won’t end Are you there, am I even your girlfriend I know a few things that we could do If you wanted to I go through the worst and I show composure One thing’s wrong for you and like that we’re over We’re stuck in a rut but we’d make it through If you wanted to You could waste my time and I’m letting you If you wanted to We’re taking blows but we’ll recover Have you always been rose-colored Is there more that I could do Cause I’ll do it to stay with you Do you want me to come over I’m thinking it might bring us closer You could tell me if I’m annoying you If you wanted to You know I hate asking for attention Oh by the way Forgot to mention If you need me I’ll be here for you If you want me to You can break my heart but it’s up to you If you wanted to And we’ll still be friends according to you Since you want us to