Place to Hide II

Tell me what's been happening what's been on ya mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide That's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home Don't let go Its been about two years now since I said that one line (A year ago this month) Since then a couple more god deemed was their time (Rip) It never gets better I put the pain in each rhyme It never gets easier the demons broke confines I lost so many people in a year its been so crazy (So crazy) I Lost so many soldiers to this war we fighting baby (Fighting baby) Battles in my head I recommend you run for safety (Please run) Bottles in my hand I pray the lord will come and save me (Save me) Swear to god I worked so hard to be the man they wanna see (Man they wanna see) Now my visions all aligned I swear I found the right trajectory (Found a way) A lotta times that don't mean shit without you standing next to me (I miss my dawg) But we gon keep on grinding till our greatness see eternity (And that's a fact) There's a hollow in my heart now (Like the bottle) Late night hours sipping cups down (All gone) I pray I find my own way now (I pray) I pray the heavens block your pain out (On god) Tell me what's been happening what's been on ya mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide (I don't blame you) That's alright (I been there) But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home (Please) Don't let go (Don't let go) Think about the most relaxing thing you ever felt (That you ever felt) Like giving moms a hug or maybe fresh cookies and milk Maybe came into some bands got to stop asking for help (Yea) Maybe cuddled witcha love by the fire out in Vail (Listen) Whatever it may be that got you through its drugs for us (Drugs for us) They got us to that place to see the point thru all the blood (Through all the blood) They got us to that mental peace that finally quiet state of mind They finally made us feel enough to see the point to be alive And Hey man that's heavy if ya think about it (Yea it is) So can we really blame the ones who go and drink about it (No we cant) Can we really blame the ones who put they guns up to they heads (Na na na) With they finger on the trigger or fill they stomach up with meds I know its not my fault but I still go to bed with demons (With my flaws) Gave this shit my everything to show you there's a reason (Cuz there is) Know you better now you got everything you seeking I swear that it's all love until the second time we meeting (It's all love) Tell me what's been happening what's been on ya mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide (I don't blame you) That's alright (I been there) But if you carry on abusing youll be robbed from us I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home (Please) Don't let go (Don't let go) I say oh No they don't know (They don't know) The wars we fought (All the wars) The times I froze (All the times) The times we'd fail (So many times) The times I broke (Broke to pieces) The things we chased (All the things we chased) And lost all hope Oh no they don't know I been celebrating life more times then not attending funerals I got this weight up on my soul im begging for removal (Please) Swear to god the darkness on my mind feel like a tumor (Cut it off) When the pain all hit me im a hard drug connoisseur (I need some more) I crack the door the devil in I beat myself in every fight Feel like the world forsaken us feel like we better if we die Understand the place we in struggling through every night When the walls all caving in understand the place we hide Tell me what's been happening what's been on ya mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide That's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home Don't let go