Acceptance

If the darkest moments come before the shine Why am i still in this life Way back when i thought about snorting lines I was tired of all the lies Why the f*ck must it ruin a life like mine Over the past while I've felt in decline What if my life had a sudden rewind What would I do with my current eyes? Would I make the same friends Even if i knew the end All the hate from my past mistakes Way back when I put dirt on my name I'm still trying to shake it off I used to act like i got fame I thought nothing I could do was wrong Till I realised I was full of shame Hid inside my mind for days Sometimes I never said a phrase Always trying to shift the blame Running from the pain Made me think I was insane Now they wonder what is this? Well let me say Welcome to the part one Where you see me be the one Who has never won But wants to go number one People will say he just another one But he gonna break out Hes not for the clout Hes for the one under a dark cloud Yeah, mistakes? I've made tons I know I cannot be the one When I'm the one, causing peoples pain Am I insane, I don't know, so now I may just Beg for acceptance I just want to feel loved, I want people to give a f*ck So I may beg for acceptance Hardest thing to find in this existence How much blood must spill before we can have Acceptance? Hardest thing to find in this existence Beg for acceptance I just want to feel loved, I want people to give a f*ck So I may beg for acceptance Hardest thing to find in this existence How much blood must spill before we can have Acceptance? Hardest thing to find in this existence I know almost all the time I wanna