Crash

"Did you say what?" "Rex, go f*ck yourself!" "You shouldn't pick a fight with him" "What were you thinking?" I used to think I was invincible Now I wish I was invisible I threw away my principles Running away from them Turns out I'm killable Almost felt like a funeral Turns out, I was colateral Thought I was relatable Turns out I'm full of bull Maybe I'm just overreactable But that experience changed me I've seemed to be angry Now that everybody has hated me I hope to make a recovery I want to do things different But I'm not sure how to make it apparent I can't talk about it to my parents Now I'm here looking for something to implement I need some aid, now I could use my superman But theres no one there I wonder if I could find a way out of here All I hear is a lot of doubt out there All I'm breathing is fumes, out of air I need to get some fresh air Cause I'm in such despair I'd do anything to go back in And just to tell myself to relax I'm just here to say sorry I know you'll never hear me But, I wish I spoke up I never thought it would lead us here I'm sorry cuz of we're where we're at I wish we could have had a chat And just spit the facts I know I've said it a lot That I try to give all I've got But recently I have not All the time I ask my thoughts Will I survive, or will I thrive But now, I'll try to surprise myself