Darkness Is The One For Me

Yo, let me reminisce I'm thinking back to all of this Back to when I thought I was the shit Way before my brain went and split Back then never had a single migraine My brain, goes so insane, it's lame I'm living in darkness, used to think that I got this I'm living that god shit, now I wish I was gothic I wish I was goddess, but now I am godless My mind is toxic, it shows me no options But I am optional, never been functional Now I am for fucked shit I'll Down a bottle of Adderall, battle them Like fish, they're beer battered I'm broken and tattered My mind has just shattered I'm madder than hatter These bitches all scatter My mind does not matter It's not even mine Like ninety-one, nine But bitch I got lives Cats be catching them mice Them mice is them rats The rats in my mind Eat behind my eyes I got no surprise I may as well die Back to the living I'm livid in prison My vision has limits Collision is imminent Drowning without relevance Used to say for the hell of it Now I know there is hell in it Infinite spinning with sinning I'm killing, more frequent I feel like a freak and They say that I am Damn, never taken a Xanax But I might just tonight Just to see what I like Im a write through the night No, they've taken my rights My life is a lie, they say reach to the sky But left me in a sty, they never wanted me to win So all I did was take the heroin Needed help coping Left me dry and in the open Hopeless, full of dope and Homeless, knowing Nothing can change Bound in chains They never wanted me to win So all I did was take the heroin Needed help coping Left me dry and in the open Hopeless, full of dope and Homeless, knowing Nothing can change Bound in chains Wait, now I'm thinking What if I just joined him Hate, where you been Hey I was thinking Back on what you saying Been here from the jump Now I'm willing to run If you're listening Just know, I've been listening You want the best for me Not because you care for me But because you are me I can see you aren't the enemy But you're not the hero I'm willing to start at ground zero I want to be free, you want to be free If you're a freak, then I'm a freak Together we can get everything You and me are the true me Like a coin, if we join Then we're mean Right before prison We knew our heading Didn't see it, but we were working together I see I'm not tethered I may be weathered But you are weathered Together, we're winning forever "Finally, you see it"