Freedom

Slow walk, drug talk, dark thoughts Live with no law, deep flaws Ten claws, more thorns No time to mourn I'm a killer, of course No remorse Taken by force Didn't know what's right Now I found my rights I know I was in the wrong Bells ding, loud like a gong All I wanted was a ring But here's the thing, I don't get anything Now I live with sinners, I'm truly a prisoner Hidden by the jailer, forced into labor Free from the larger system There was nowhere to run Now I live on the run There's a track, take it Want everything back Given a contract Go and spread the fear Because I wanted a queer Now I see I'm still in life imprisonment Guess I'll have to live with it I'm a victim, of my own actions Used to run rampant, it's all catching up Rapids, things changing, now the HAATE lives Can't say anything against him Act like I love him, but I hate him He is me, and I hate me Made me an enemy, think's he is a deity Mentally, I've been cut deep Used to suppress emotions Till the emotions suppressed me Hate that he knows everything Every part of my living being Some might find it comforting But it un comforts me. Sat back, and I'm thinking He was made when I was sixteen Knew nothing of peace Only knows me shouting "please no" "Don't go", he knows no hope Know's of no home Only knows being alone Know the highs and lows But the highs aren't right Caused by evil in the night Hope the end is nigh Thinking back, there was no hope Now there's no light No chance of it being alright If he lets me, I'll commit suicide Bells of freedom ring But I'm still a slave All I did was set him free