Guilt Tripping

Aye, it's been a couple of months since I was with him I feel real bad, Man, I've just been guilt trippin I don't know what to do with myself these days Aye, it's been a couple of months since I was with him I feel real bad, Man, I've just been guilt trippin I don't know what to do with myself these days Am I going insane? I need help, finding my way to hell I don't mind, maybe its smell I'm used it, give me one of them hallucinogens Take a couple downers with it, Now you see me overdosing Comatose, then i can get out of my pain Tired of bitches up in my face Can't you see i'm trying to migrate All my life i've been sideway Like a decepticon, Got 20 cops on me They're all pretty ornery Call me dead beat They're not wrong about me Now they're watching me jump off this balcony I don't know what to do with myself I wonder if i should hang myself It feels like I should kill myself Someone help me i don't know why I don't know what to do with myself I wonder if i should hang myself It feels like I should kill myself Why must I cry? Someone help me i don't know why Yo what the f*ck happened to me? I remember when I used to be happy Then I met a guy, he must have fell from the sky Every time i was around him i felt high Loved being with him, but not be with him, could I Ignored all of that, asked him out That was when it went down Told me he was heterosexual F*ck that, i want to give head to him We split off, and i lost my mind Leaving the little voice in my head behind Killed his girl, then i went to runaway Far away, so now i'm out of state, chilling in LA I don't know what to do with myself I wonder if i should hang myself It feels like I should kill myself Someone help me i don't know why I don't know what to do with myself I wonder if i should hang myself It feels like I should kill myself Why must I cry? Someone help me i don't know why Aye, it's been a couple of months since I was with him I feel real bad, Man, I've just been guilt trippin I don't know what to do with myself these days Aye, it's been a couple of months since I was with him I feel real bad, Man, I've just been guilt trippin I don't know what to do with myself these days Am I going insane?