Needle of Stress

Poke me with a needle of stress I just dont know whats left Inside a mind, as fucked as mine I may go snort lines I live so many lies Make it go away with a needle of stress Poke me with a needle of stress I just dont know whats left Inside a mind, as fucked as mine Poke me with a needle of stress I just dont know whats left Inside a mind, as fucked as mine I may go snort lines I live so many lies Make it go away with a needle of stress Poke me with a needle of stress I just dont know whats left Inside a mind, as fucked as mine I may go snort lines So now I remember nights wanting to end my life I remember times I was scared for my life Clutch a knife to my chest, no suicide Needed self defense, he off the meds Looking kinda red, give me a few death threats I know what that's like, blade to throat I thought I'd go and see the holy ghost Gun to my head twice, evil in the eyes First time i thought i was gonna die Second time, didnt care if i lived or died Second time felt unreal, like it was fake Everything seemed to be staged We was up in the hills, away from everyone So they wouldn't hear it, but they said it was just a fun time But i still don't sleep at night I remember nights wanting to end my life I remember times I was scared for my life Poke me with a needle of stress I just dont know whats left Inside a mind, as fucked as mine I may go snort lines I live so many lies Make it go away with a needle of stress Poke me with a needle of stress I just dont know whats left Inside a mind, as fucked as mine I may go snort lines I live so many lies Make it go away with a needle of stress