People Will Never Understand Us

Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, now I'm screaming Can't stop thinking, am I dreaming Now I'm screaming, did I shoot it Now I'm looking, don't think I did it Damn it, this is realistic, what is it Looking down, and I pinch me What the, wow, didn't hurt me So I'm dreaming, what is this Shoot me, did I do it? In a void, filled with nothing Now I'm running, Don't know where I'm going Why are you hiding I'm not hiding Stop your lying You too, how about it? Said I'd be fine with it? God, you're a fucking liar And I've fucking had it Take and toss me in the fire You're like a bad habit Always present, always temptin In the corner, fucking lurking Watching, waiting Then the moment that I slip up Feel just a bit like I fucked up You run up, I'm not dumb I know some You've always claimed that you know me Not for me, we didn't meet until a couple weeks Here's the thing, you are me, I'm good with the study Suddenly, I feel like I know everything You don't control me, f*ck you, you're dead to me Now I know how you controlled me Tell me, how does it feel to be the controllee Cuz I like to be controlling Now you'll never be free No longer am I a freak Now I'm always free Wake up, wake up Man, I fucked up Did way too much Man, I fucked up big time If I don't lie, then I'll be fine It's fine, no lies Let me talk, it's alright Tell myself it's alright Let me speak, no lies I agree, f*ck my life I know you hate me But if you'd please Give me just a minute Let me just explain it You're right about it I am the bad habit Grew up in a bad habitat Never knew no calm before the storm I was born in the heat of the storm For years, the anger I would store Let it fester in me Never could express a thing It was very depressing Then it was the light, I'd seen it Go up to it, had a body, wasn't mine Had to share it, but now I could use my expression No longer would I feel all the depression Feeling like an explosive Doing things at the heat of the moment If I think of killing, then I kill him It's just my impulsiveness, never could do anything Now I can do anything, so I go and do anything And everything causes reactions, didn't see my actions As being acts of fear and panic But now I see it, please don't send me in the deep I was free from me, I'm sorry, I will learn from me Damn, never saw it like this Always seen it as evil Thought you always wanna kill me Always knew your story Never did the thinking Acted stupid, like I was drinking Look around us, man we fucked up People will never understand us But I understand us Let's go home, live a life that's better for us