The Hell Of It (Extended Edition)

Don't even try to deBaate it I am like one of the greatest Got caffeine, closest I'll get to being faded I'll sedate it later, till they know I'm the gayest These bitches they hating They know what they saying I'll make him be laying Trying to go to Everest, so he Himalayan Pronoun, mad is the republican Cut him so now he's spraying Everyone be panicking like Anakin After evil be branding him Dooku took his hand again He spasming, like he's orgasming Everyone be talking bout how he burned his ass again Everyone asking how this is relevant I said that it is elegant They fearing him like an elephant I'm just inside my element They'll ask why you made this, I said for the hell of it Excuse me, im sorry, i know im hardly ever with ya I'm just so busy wishing i would sprout a pair of wings That way I could just flee, and getaway from everything It seems like there's a part of me, anyone hardly ever sees I'm an advocate for peace, despite the fact i run the streets I mean the hallways, cuz i always seem to get it my way I wish I didn't, cuz now it feels so lonely Climbed up the hill, cuz i want to feel, the wind in my hair But now I got no one to share it with They do anything i ask except hang with me I'm so totally lonely, feel like nobody's there for me But everyone is there, snapping pics Trying to get their clout, and shit I was running for that top, now i just want to drop Drop the music Can't tell you how many times, i've had a knife on my wrist Wanting pills so i feel like im non existent But me? I'm so insistent, that's why for now I'm still living They all so livid, me saying this isn't what i wanted Almost makes me want to think back on my plan Stop the rap, I can't even handle the local fame How am i supposed to handle more, at an older age What if I were to switch some lanes, but i can't not do rap I got what I want from a younger age, when i was filled with rage But now I'm unsure if this is the thing for me But what would I do if I leave, I ain't got no plans but this So i gotta keep going through this find some people to be my cement So they can help me lament, so many past mistakes But i gotta grow past those days I'm not that same kid three years ago Two years ago, can't believe I was thinking bout suicide Taking my life at fourteen, glad i didn't, somehow I'm sixteen Not sure how much longer i'll be living If you see me dead with a bottle of pills Just know the note said it was for the hell of it