The Disgrace

Help me Help me Help me my love If I didn't want you why'd I wait Is my need to f*ck so fucking great I cannot believe I spent 600 bucks today, all the way Why do I feel numb when I pay For sex, no excitement anyway Can I just get this over quickly Fade away fade away Ain't a toy, a person I can't tell the difference Why am I such a disgrace Ain't a toy, a person I can't tell the difference Why am I such a disgrace Having a hard time writing what to say My ego's filled with shame Unanswered questions hanging like a burden, burden Runnin' outta this is there no way Are you gon' soothe my pain No way to answer questions, close the curtains Ain't a toy, a person I can't tell the difference Why am I such a disgrace Ain't a toy, a person I can't tell the difference Why am I such a disgrace Thank you for listening to me But my one hour is almost up I wish you'd allow me for free Cus that would mean it would be love F*ck this harem I ain't carin' John is hurtin' Friction burnin' Don't even feel that good anymore F*ck this harem I ain't carin' Loins are burnin' From your workin' I know I chose a path wrong Ain't a toy, a person I can't tell the difference Why am I such a disgrace Ain't a toy, a person I can't tell the difference Why am I such a disgrace Help me Help me Help me my love Help me Help me Help me my love