Paranoia

Growing daisies in the cracks Of a fracturing sidewalk Paranoia, broken backs Afraid of mirrors and small talk And I start pulling them by hand It felt right in the moment Ocean water, empty land It's salted earth, annulment I've got plans tomorrow But I can pencil you in I've got plans tomorrow But I can pencil you in I've started talking to myself I lie and call it the first time A slow decline in mental health But tell my friends I'm just fine Should I record all of my thoughts In my lone interactions I've spent a while in this box I could use a distraction I've got plans tomorrow But I can pencil you in I've got plans tomorrow But I can pencil you in And you can call it superstition but I'm living afraid I leave umbrellas on the front porch after the rain And on the supermarket tile Steps are evenly spaced I'm gonna blame it on the world Whatever it takes Growing daisies in the cracks Of a fracturing sidewalk Paranoia, broken backs Afraid of mirrors and small talk Should I record all of my thoughts In my lone interactions I've spent a while in this box I could use a distraction And call it superstition but I'm living afraid I leave umbrellas on the front porch after the rain Keep my eyes on the floor to avoid your face I'm gonna blame the whole world when my spine breaks