All I've Ever Wanted

All I ever wanted was a beautiful life I was counting down the days till I made you my wife But now you aren't even here and you still matter to me It's like you never even left You always wanted to leave Everyone said we were meant to be The love life till 2 and 2 was 3 But no one ever told me bout the pain that'd come after Or How my heart still breaks when I hear your laughter Every time I hear that song I feel the pain cuz now you're gone But I'm the one who stopped it So you wonder why I can't move on I'm sitting here just crying cuz it's not as easy as it seems I think about you all the time I barely get the chance to breathe I can't do anything to freeze it Got me choked up I don't know what to say I couldn't imagine it ending this way But the damage is done and you've thrown me away Like the pictures of me in your phone I can't stay Getting in trouble to be at your place all The things I would risk to see your stupid face time to move on cuz I know we are done Trust me it's hard I'm not having fun Look it's |not your fault or anything for that matter But it started to feel like we were playing chutes and ladders With the way that we climbed so far just to see that there was only a slide that was waiting for me It took me down father than I even began with I was falling so fast that I started to panic All you need to know is what's done is done And the last thing I wanted to do was run Every time I hear that song I feel the pain cuz now you're gone but I'm the one who stopped it so you wonder why I can't move on I'm sitting here just crying cuz it's not as easy as it seems I think about you all the time I barely get the