Can't Understand It

No I can't understand it Is it simply you don't care or am just not what you wanted Not the guy you're looking for you know I'm trying to be Without changing who I am 'cause i wanna be me But it's clear as day and well at least it seems That I'm not making any progress that's not hard to see And i don't know if I will ever get to make you mine But all that I can tell is it'll take some time I want to see you everyday Call me clingy call me stupid call me whatever you have to say 'Cause I just want to hold you close And I know we don't have time so I'm just saying let's make the most I mean come on I'm a considerable guy What's the worst that could happen please just tell me why Yeah you could call me a simp but aren't we all I know I'm not the only one that started to fall For a girl with a great ass taste in music Did I mention how she wakes me up in the morning Sure it's a call but damn it starts my day With a smile on my face yeah what more can I say Except the fact that she's cute as hell The way she talks or even walks it explains how I fell Never fails to take my breath away When she just touches my hand or even looks my way I could go on and on how she makes me feel But then I understand that I need to be real 'Cause it might not even happen and I know that well But there's nothing I can do 'cause only time will tell I couldn't handle it when I left you I was broken conflicted with nothing to do Now I'm writing this song just to show you my Brain So the darkness and heartache will soon go away 'Cause I'm running now with no place to go And it's breaking me down and it's making me slow But need to stand And I need to know If one day I can call you home You're really special