6:11

6:11 and its dark Whole day wasted before it could even start Sit in my car and melt away Think of all the ways I could've spent my day But I couldn't think of one I drive home put on that song Try to find a reason but nothing went wrong So why do i still feel alone Cut someone off and I feel guilty the rest of the way home And I wonder how they feel Felt like hours behind that wheel Try to talk, no one will hear, instead They tell me bout their problems as if I could never know how that feels Brush them off and pull away Think of all the ways I could've spent my day instead And they wonder why I cave Why i can't help but melt away Always seeing from the outside Trying to figure out what its supposed to feel like But nothing they say every changes So why's it always seem to faze me 6:11 and its dark Another day before me when will it ever start Lay in my bed stare at the ceiling A whole nother day of tryna find a reason