more than i know

I'm in love with who my therapist says I am I wish that 50 minutes was a year Trying not to let it go in and out one ear I know it's all probably true I'm picking up the pieces of a person I once knew And it's all pretty hard to do Mmm I've gained 20 pounds and I feel like myself again Conquering the biggest fear I had when I was 10 Wrote down everything I ate Maybe if I'd used a smaller plate I Wouldn't hate who I saw in the mirror I prayed to God every day Asking why he made me fat As if it's a sin to even be like that Mmm Well I'm changing More than I know Finally acceptance I'm scared of being alone One day I'll look up And I'll see my home But for now my 50 minutes is up I gotta go