sleepwalking

I've been sleepwalking through the hall Waiting on you to call I've been pacing round my room with nothing to do I've been spending more time at home Wondering why I feel alone More than I did when I actually was I've been keeping count on my hands All the dreams that I've planned That I've been pushing aside While I wait for your text I've been wondering why I'm so bitter Why I can't pass the time without you I think you made me forget how to be by myself I used to live for the silence I would do anything to find it Now I'm searching for something to block it all out I used to sit and never get bored Now I sit and wonder why you don't like me more I wish that I could live for myself again I'm wondering when I got this pathetic My mood depending on your messages, I I'm wondering when I forgot how to be myself I've been sitting on my hands So I don't text you again I've been sitting wondering if you're even thinking of me