third song

Romanticize my past, days I hated equally as much But somehow looking back it feels warm I begin to wonder how long it's gonna take for me to see the sun 4 years later drawing the same picture but I'm never getting out of my chair to go chase it Thought that time might slow down but I'm still here, now Just dreaming of something I could've easily accomplished by now We had a falling out, you've played devil's advocate too many times now Never care to hear me out, just try to fix it before one of us begins to break down I never knew you maybe, time is my friend, I'm still waiting to know the end Cause 1 year later it's already over and I'm still sitting on my bed staring at that paper Where I first wrote you down, I won't say I hate you now But you've been easily avoiding yourself, I've been clearly avoiding myself My life keeps shifting while I'm stuck here missing all I actually want still hasn't clicked yet I'm convincing myself that I'm clueless I'm so tired of how it is; figure it out or you're left with nothing Is it my fault that I don't know how to feel My cardinal sins wanting something else Another outcome that's something more than this, and anyone but me I've been waiting so long to be exactly where I am, I'm still never content