Delusional

Yeah I've been delusional And so high Do you know who's using you? On your side You include em and you excuse em too To keep it alive While they're boozing here with your crew On your side Thought I was a part of it Everyone I connect Told me I'm the heart of it Nah better yet You're the architect we respect you Now who's that brunette It's a game you're playing relationship Russian Roulette Every time you hit me with the what's the word Well what are you after Every time we talk it's like your focus blurs A rat to the laughter No wonder when you showed up to just the nerd You couldn't leave any faster I wonder will I sleep before I start to slur Fuckngngt bastard