Babushka Song III

Okay Can you define it Can you not see it I want and need Warm water no rocks Hot water cool stones Nothing new Only what has been What I have come to know Nothing I don’t understand So many things I must become something old Babushka woman in a cape Something known and well Something good I can see myself then I have become her I am what I am Old woman Bad feet Rotten hair Cataracts Pointy teeth Bad accent Good one Welcomer I cannot define it I cannot see it But I must know it I must understand In this world Out of all Of many things If I could be anything What I would be What would I be Oldern woman Younger cattle Rural placements Wooden fences Dirty toenails Aging wife Harsh winters But I have made my life I am you I see you I have become such Babushka woman Oldern cape I am here I am now I know me