Bed Of Nails

I wanna break apart From this mold you fit me into I wanna take my heart Away from every thought I think of you Separate my feelings from the logic But you flood my blood stream Like a bad addiction I can't kick Diggin' in my veins as I just scream Take my heart Take my soul I don't care baby please just go It only feels real when we f*ck Thats the only time it ever feels like love Restin' in my bed of nails Cant complain though I made it myself I'd tell you to go to hell But if you do I'll just see you there Tell me do you even really care? Self involved and so unaware Fix the lens I need you to focus Slit my wrist and you don't even notice Just kiss me in the parking lot Hold my hand and you can watch me rot Said I'm the one that you wanna marry But I'm feelin' 6 feet deep I'm buried I'm screaming for help but there's no one there I cry and I beg but all I get is your stare Put your hand out then you retract it even quicker Leave me in the dark as the candles flicker Who am I? Who are you? Said you wanna die I said "hey me too" Finding comfort in lies And only pain in the truth And when I look in your eyes I know you feel the same too Restin' in my bed of nails Cant complain though I made it myself I'd tell you to go to hell But if you do I'll just see you there Tell me do you even really care? Self involved and so unaware Fix the lens I need you to focus Slit my wrist and you don't even notice Just kiss me in the parking lot Hold my hand and you can watch me rot Said I'm the one that you wanna marry But I'm feelin' 6 feet deep I'm buried