What If

What if I do make it big? What if I still feel like shit? What if I still need another hit Still need another bitch Still need another fix What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do? Cheap cocaine in Channel bags Never knew life could get so bad Plastic bags and lines off glass My head pounding every time I crash Throwin my money straight down the drain Takin anything just to numb all the pain End of the night won't remember your name And how things will never be the same I can't buy your affection I can't pay for attention Made me hate my refection Turned me to an object of sex and What if I do make it big? What if I still feel like shit? What if I still need another hit Still need another bitch Still need another fix What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do? Clock is ticking we're just waisting time Work my life away all for a dime They say that the world is mine If that's true I must be blind (blind) What if I do make it big? What if I still feel like shit? What if I still need another hit Still need another bitch Still need another fix What if I do make it big? What if I still feel like shit? What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do then? What'll I do then?