Serotonin

Man, f*ck this purple potion, someone pour some serotonin in my cup Cause I been going up in likes but still not feeling no love I need that, real love you can squeeze and can hug But I got problems tryna trust cause I feel fucked up enough already Yeuh, it's on me, and these burdens feel heavy But I put them on myself, at least that's what they tell me People saying pick a lane and stick to it already But my mind only lets me feel good when my conscience does let me So I need that new way that I could see shit clearer Cause I ain't hearing nothing good from the man in the mirror I'm getting sick of tryna numb this pain with exquisite liquor Cause it jus make me more bitter while it be killing my liver It's fucked up, I been doin this since 15, I been doin this since 15 Self medicating with these self destructive tendencies Hoping that no one can see my mental state's like living in a bad dream, yeuh Let's start it over, put that liquor in my cup Hol up Let's start it over, put that molly in my blunt I'm just tryna find a way to feel number than numb So I give into these vices until I'm living on a crutch I been sick of this shit for a minute, I don't know wassup But I been on my grind working hard n tryna get up, mentally Started at the bottom, still not where I'm supposed to be Either way, I'm gon' prove the doubters wrong eventually, yeuh Yeuh, yeuh