Can't Even Decide

I fall down and try to get back up But I can't even decide I just stay up at night I feel like I'll never get the trust I like I fall down and try to get back up but I'm Running and running got nothing to prove Pointing a gun but got nothing to shoot Admitted I failed when I hated to lose I gotta move Stay and I choose I am the one Making the move Calling the plays from inside of the booth Wanted to live Wanted to die Couldn't decide I just survived I fall down and try to get back up But I can't even decide I just stay up at night I feel like I'll never get the trust I like I fall down and try to get back up but I