If I Fall

Have a hard time loving myself Look in mirrors and I see someone else Is this me can it be that I've changed Depression came I'm not the same I'm in pain Break me down to the root of it all No one there to catch me if I fall Your closest friends never answer your call No one there to catch me if I fall I don't think I know what I need I need them but they don't need me Anxious now I feel I can't breathe Broke my heart and now I can't sleep I don't eat that's why I feel weak Making songs that I don't even keep I am productive but I'm incomplete I'm just not the same as who I truly want to be It's over now maybe that's on me Honestly I might never leave This place I'm in and that's a fucked up thought To think about how far I got Faking happy when I know I'm not Can't stand the pain but it just won't stop Faking happy when I know I'm not Can't stand the pain but it just won't stop Have a hard time loving myself Look in mirrors and I see someone else Is this me can it be that I've changed Depression came I'm not the same I'm in pain Break me down to the root of it all No one there to catch me if I fall Your closest friends never answer your call No one there to catch me if I fall