Never Enough

All alone and I know how it goes You go home I go back on my own It's not fair but they say this is love I'm still there but it's never enough You ever miss somebody so much that you can't sleep Been so depressed feeling weak cause you can't eat Feeling like somebody took the air out your lungs and you can't breathe Week after week this hill steep But I've been climbing for a long time I was falling apart and you done left me at the wrong time All along I've lied and said that I was fine But the truth is I'm not fine Need a mind I lost mine Feels like I can't be myself without you I can be on my own but I'd rather be around you It's true I need you as a matter of fact I need two sticks of glue to put my heart back in tact And I've been going on like this for a minute Doing shit half assed cause my heart aint really in it Name's Irwin but I hardly feel I'm winning And I don't give up but can I make it to the finish I don't know All alone and I know how it goes You go home I go back on my own It's not fair but they say this is love I'm still there but it's never enough Now I know We've seen each other at our worst And I know you love and maybe that's why it hurts Pain so deep I don't want to write a second verse All my life I been wishing I was first Never felt important all I ever felt was cursed Always felt overlooked under loved overworked Every day was a lesson I'll admit But I start to feel aggressive when I think that this it Never gave a shit about myself only you That's how I get it's not healthy but it's true Ima say my peace and I wish you would too I could call everyday but they never go through I'm a mess at home all alone on my own Don't pick up the phone and I get it yeah I know I'm a mess at home all alone on my own Don't pick up the phone and I get it yeah I know All alone and I know how it goes You go home I go back on my own It's not fair but they say this is love I'm still there but it's never enough All alone and I know how it goes You go home I go back on my own It's not fair but they say this is love I'm still there but it's never enough