Opening Up

Depression got me fucked up Kind of opened my eyes though it's tough love I've been drinking too much so I'm fucked up I get deep in my thoughts and I feel stuck Some would say that maybe I'm just having bad luck Some would would say that maybe I just need to open up I can never seem to open up at all though Getting lost in the crowd like I'm Waldo Ball so hard but I never got a call though Tripping everyday but I never seem to fall though No recognition but I go so hard though Bars in the back like I'm packing up the cargo How fast the car go I'm running out of time now Back then I was looking for a time out Got locked up had to f*ck around and find out Time so precious all I did was lose my mind now And I've been lost up in the backround So many people I can never seem to track down Growing up fast getting older wanna back down Friday night smackdown the way I wanna black out Every single night is a struggle want you back now All alone with my thoughts it's getting sad now Just know that I would give it all up To try and fix us and rebuild the love