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Hey, it's me I mean, you know that I know I keep calling and texting I don't mean to be annoying, but This is, me trying I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back But, I'll keep trying I don't know what else you expect me to do I hope you listen to this all the way through I don't really know when to start And, I don't wanna say the wrong thing, and, I - Know it won't mean anything unless it's coming from the heart So, I just want you to know That, I'm sorry And, I'll keep apologizing for as long as it takes I know I made a big mistake I'm sorry for what I did For what I said I didn't mean it I wish I could take it back I wish it didn't knock us off track like it did I wish, you and me could be back like we were before Before i let the words come out without thinking it through I didn't think it through I didn't think about how much it would hurt you I never meant to hurt you, that was never my intention Did I mention that? Staring at the ceiling Kaybee in his feelings Said you wouldn't leave and you did it Why would you do it? Yeah, my heart is so damaged I don't know how to fix it Said you love me, you pretending If the love wasn't real, why'd you fake it? Baby, you psychotic You want the love, but you can't give it So, you breaking niggas hearts to fix your missing pieces You just the same sad bitch, when I thought you were different Yeah, I thought you was the one Baby say she miss me, but I only miss my fun Told you, man, you tripping, now she love me, that I'm gone Now I'm reminiscing, thinking 'bout you, making songs Shit dont make no fucking sense Haha Do you really think I mean for that? Never would I intend for that I miss you I want us to be okay I wsih you'd answer my calls and text, I've been a mess And, I know I deserve it This silent treatment But I hope there's an end to it Will there be an end to it? How long are you going to shut me out for? I mean, do you really not think about us anymore? Do you really not care like you did before? Will it ever be the same? Can I ever make amends? We really won't ever be friends again? Is this where we end? I mean if that's what you want If that's the message you're trying to send Then I'll leave you alone It'll be hard but, I'll leave you alone If you don't want to try to fix this Then I have to respect your wishes Ill forver regret what I did So, I guess I just wanted you to know I'm sorry Like, f*ck that shit, nigga, I'm going in I don't need nobody, I don't need no friend Momma always told me, that I was dust in the wind That I was dust in the wind She not for me, she for everybody else But I don't care, 'cause I got GG on my belt And, I'm so heartless, left my heart on the shelf Why you crying shorty? Yeah, you need some help And, I hope my new bitch, give me a chance so I can spoil her I know she listening, she know that I been loving her I might show up to her door, give her some flowers And if she ever need a ring, she know I got her I can't treat bitches the same if they not her I can't break baby heart, can't let it shatter You know I love you I'm sorry that I said I didn't earlier, it's just The one thing I knew would hurt you I'm sorry But you know I love you And I know you love me too, it's just that Sometimes, love isnt enough Atleast not for us, I mean It shouldn't be hard, you know? We're always fighting and saying things we don't mean And then we can't take them back and I hate that I wish I could forget all the bad But we haven't been on the same page in a while now But we've let too many bad days happen in a row, and, I'm just tired I don't know how to grow from here, how do we grow from here? Maybe we don't