Old Self

Told you take it taken fire We under fire we under fire If they pull my old tweets ima retire Ima expire Slowly I miss the old me Dont glorify pain don't terrorize my name Drugs control me I don't feel like my old self I don't feel old Michael Phelps Dying slowly slowly I don't feel like my old self I don't feel old Michael Phelps Dying slowly Don't let the drugs control me Don't glorify pain don't terrorize my name Don't drown me in shame Its already lonely I don't feel like my old self I don't feel old Michael Phelps How many how many times Do I say the same thing to begin When you beat um they gon keep Running it back till they win Sometimes you gotta ignore Sometimes you gotta ensure Some times are better than others But no time better than yours Take take take take take take Take what you want I got all my stress wrapped in a blunt I had a trip but now I'm packing it up Back on the bus Sitting in a room by myself where is the love Told you take it taken fire We under fire we under fire If they pull my old tweets ima retire Ima expire Slowly I miss the old me I don't feel like my old self I don't feel old Michael Phelps Dying slowly Don't let the drugs control me Don't glorify pain don't terrorize my name Drugs control me Uh look I'm looking in the mirror 'member me I lost my memory so vividly It's clear I lost my mind the old me history A mystery, this new me ill to me should end the misery It's tempting see I'm so far gone I doubt that they'll be missing me Clock tic tic tic tockin' my watch the gears ain't stoppin' This glock bullets in cartridge might pop it at my noggin' Hell I might as well expel my life with shells keep taking L's How much a bail? I snort it release life from all my cells Never sold my soul I sold my body though to clientele Can't hide the pain from all these years cause time would snitch Aye time will tell Told you take it taken fire We under fire we under fire If they pull my old tweets ima retire Ima expire Slowly I miss the old me I don't feel like my old self I don't feel old Michael Phelps Dying slowly Don't let the drugs control me Don't glorify pain don't terrorize my name Drugs control me They said that the law drug Was no longer even pleasurable and yet They could not stop taking it and this Loss of control over one's own behavior Intrigued me so much that I've been Trying to understand how these would Happen but where do you start