Trusting Myself

I know you hate yourself I hate you too Don't downplay what I went through Friend or foe who can tell I been through and hell and jail Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself I got a story to tell Too many wanted to fail Too many people they told me they solid But they really liquid as hell Too many up in the jail I had to learn from the L's Bossed up from the L's Now we headed to the hills I think about you it still gives me chills The pain that you gave me ain't fully healed I refuse to give my life to the pills 171819 Shit got real Don't waste your time with me I've lost it all but yet I'm free I know you hate yourself I hate you too Don't downplay what I went through Friend or foe who can tell I been through and hell and jail Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself Im only trusting myself I seen the devil I swear I won't tell I think I'm living right now through this hell I don't got a car I don't got a crib Im screaming for help Why I gotta yell Don't nobody hear me I talk to myself Running from demons but I'm out of breath They stealing my soul a victim of theft Im looking around ain't nobody left Don't act fake when you're not there for me Cold ass world the earth my enemy Struggling tryna find my inner peace Hustling tryna find a better me They gon try to break me I need someone to save me From this terrible dream Got a lot on my plate and it's more than seems But when I break from the chains Ima finally be free I need stress Stress relief stress relief yeah I need stress relief stress relief yeah I need release Release me release me I need release I feel free again