The Beginning

So this is kind of my life story and what I'm going through But I'm just hoping it gives somebody the idea that they can keep going in life That this isn't it You see we tend to forget how amazing life really is and what it has to offer Even through the worst times There's a little good in every single moment I know that from personal experience Back and forth on the way what's this book I'm reading I've been tryna run away from these things I'm feeling Part 1 it's just the start here's the freaking reason Empty words is what they gave me nothing to believe in Hit an age in my life like committing treason Robbed me of my happiness and now I'm barely breathing Searching lurking for a way I'm just tryna find me Shadows of my last days always right behind me Back in the booth I do what I do This life is amazing I'm spitting the truth A couple of moments I just had to do I knew what I knew I grew and I grew Becoming the fool A lesson to learn These bridges they burn You know what you've done I'm hurting and pushing like what is the reason I'm looking but hating the feeling Hmmmmmm I'm hurting Hmmmmm I'm pacing This life's amazing, but yet so crazy I need a savior, but can you save me? I need some changes, that's what I'm craving Life is a movie directing the scenes I'm back on my grind and I'm down on my knees The questions are constant the answers are ruthless I find my self asking like how could you do it? I need you I need you believe me I'll prove it Just show me the way I'll be the producer Just lost in my days I'm lost in this world like what am I doing Hmmmmmm I'm hurting Hmmmmm I'm pacing This life's amazing, but yet so crazy I need a savior, but can you save me? I need some changes, that's what I'm craving Time to close another chapter Life moving kind of faster Where's next? Help master Locked up got the shackles Write a story I'm a rapper Listen close where's your manners Got big got badder Cried wolf it doesn't it matter Hmmmmmm I'm hurting Hmmmmm I'm pacing This life's amazing, but yet so crazy I need a savior, but can you save me? I need some changes, that's what I'm craving Back and forth on the way what's this book I'm reading I've been tryna run away from these things I'm feeling Part 1 it's just the start here's the freaking reason Empty words is what they gave me nothing to believe in Hit an age in my life like committing treason Robbed me of my happiness and now I'm barely breathing Searching lurking for a way I'm just tryna find me Shadows of my last days always right behind me Hmmmmmm I'm hurting Hmmmmm I'm pacing This life's amazing, but yet so crazy I need a savior, but can you save me? I need some changes, that's what I'm craving